These past few months have been hard. I feel like my relationship with God is struggling, I’m having a hard time keeping focused on school and a lot of the time I’m just feeling hopeless. I feel that in order for things to work out in my life I need to focus on God and put him as my number one priority. Ever since, I’ve felt God telling me that I need to listen to his plan and everything else will fall into place. I know that I need to re-prioritize my life but its just SO hard. Every time I try getting close to God, I get frustrated and give up. But without Him my life is that much harder and that much more complicated. I want God to be my everything, but why is it so hard to follow through with what your heart wants? I don’t even know whats holding me back…I just need God to be the focus and center of my life right now.